I hate to wait. Hate it. Well maybe hate is too strong a word (it is not one I like to use) but I do strongly dislike it. It is why I don't clean my oven - and I know that sounds like a really crappy excuse but it is the truth. I can never wait for the Easy Off to do its job before I am in there scraping and scrubbing and breathing in all those toxic fumes and cursing myself for not waiting until the cleaner did its job. Every time, I am not even joking.
I am currently sitting at my desk waiting for a phone call that I do not particularly want to have feeling as if I would like to take what is left of my bottle of Ativan and maybe a T3 or two to ease the pain created by my morning massage and my frayed nerves. It is a phone call where I have to ask someone, who I love, who loves me by default (we are related) for help. I strongly dislike asking for help as well. (I sure have a lot of issues I am making a counseling appointment as I type!)
I still have not finished my 31 Days posts, but I promise you I am working on them and they are getting closer. I made a list - that is always a good step in the right direction for me. Today is the second day of photo a day, I suppose I need to catch up on that too! I was down for the count yesterday with a nasty headache, the likes of which I have not felt since I discontued my wine habit back in 1999 or there abouts.
April 1st Photo - My Reflection
Looks like me. Acts like me. He is a reflection of me (and I don't care if that is cheating!).
April 2nd Photo - Colour
I took this ages ago at a quilt show and have been waiting for the right time to use it. I have another colour photo that I could have used but could not find it - I think it is lost in my old Instagram account - if I find it, I will post it later.
Anyway, I could go on and on just for the sake of rambling today, I have lots of nervous energy built up. You know, the kind that makes your feel like your whole body is stuffed with little fluttery birds and you have a hot brick on your neck. Still waiting... once it is done, I will feel so much better.
I think I will go search for something funny for a wordless Wednesday post.
:o) Tina
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