I asked for a sign from God and the electricity was turned off. Was that a sign? I asked for a sign from God and my till got robbed. Was that a sign? I don't know. I don't want to give up all together, I want to change. I want to grow and to become something. I want to continue being creative and feeling the way that I feel when I am teaching a class of presenting someone with the beautiful (original) quilt that I made them (PITA, I need pictures please).
So I am going to find a way to grow and to change and to prosper. I am willing to put in the work. I want a good life, an easier life - for me and for my children. I want for them the childhood I had. Never having to worry, always getting what I really wanted. Being happily carefree.
The shop when it was in my home... |
She was my reason for keeping it simple. I want to get back to the basics. |
Since I began Sugar Shack Quilting in November of 2005, it has undergone an enormous amount of change – all of which seems to happen beginning in the month of November! (I was approved for the self-employment program in November 2005 and began the loan application process to expand in November 2007.)
When Sugar Shack first began and I was going through the self-employment
program, the co-ordinator at the time said to me that writing a business plan
was like taking a 1,000 piece puzzle, throwing all of the pieces up in the air
and then putting them all together so that you can see the big picture. I remember the feeling after my business plan
was done of knowing how right she was to give that advice. So, now, on the cusp of another big change, I
am beginning the re-write of my business plan.
This time I am doing it only for me, to get my feet on the ground, to
see where I am want to go and how I will get there – or if it is even a
possibility.
In February 2008, I moved the shop taking over an existing shop downtown and transforming it into the
bigger, better than in my family room, version of Sugar Shack that I hoped it would be. I thought it would be so much more profitable - busy all the time - I thought that was what I wanted. I was wrong on both counts and now, in
November 2011, I have given my notice in the space I am in and am planning for
the future.
During the course of my mental planning I realized that a
lot of where I wanted to go with the shop is very much where I have already
been. When I started, I started with the
idea of selling the work of others as well as my own but I had not really
gotten my creative feet under me yet. I
really wanted to have and sell fabric and felt that it was the be all end all
of my crafting life. I have since
learned that it takes a little bit of everything as well as a lot of talent to
create and it takes even more than that to be successful and to make a profit. I have made a lot – a lot – of mistakes along
the way, but I have learned so much. I
am at the point now where I want to fix the mistakes, take what I have learned
and apply it to a changed concept. I have new ideas and I want to pursue them. I have old ideas that are resurfacing and I want to re-explore them as well. I am excited for change. I
just need to pause and get on the right page so that I know how to do the
things I need to do to get back to where I want to be – so here I sit, writing my business plan for the third time in 6 years!
I am really proud of how far you have come since you posted this!
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